Hint
and/or Tip #3 Keep It Stupid Simple?
Well I am not trying to hide It. I am a Man of Christ’s our Lord Jesus.
I do have a fondness for telling the bits and pieces of the Story our story and His oure Father’s Story. The Story
of a Father and His Son’s. I like to tell the story It shall be my Fame in Glory to tell the old, old story Of Jesus
and His Love.
I do not deny Him now as I have in Times Past. I still forget about Him daily although I pay much more attention
to; trying not to. I have failed Him time and time again; and yet He still keeps me close. Or lets me tag along behind Him
as a little Lost Pup from time to time, getting mixed up in the muck of our current States of battlement over this our current
Heaven or Hell.
I have tetter and I have totter, back and forth and forth and back. Looking, searching, and seeking
at those same altering intervals. I have given up and giving in. I have taken my shots upon my chin. I begun to
believe I would never win. When it was clear that I had already won and was to shoddy and sodish to know. I have had
some and I have had a little and I too have had much from time to time more than some, less than others, but never
as bad as some. I was Blessed and cared for, from the time I was won and started to believe and I was never forsaken not once.
Oh at
times I believed I was, even worst then forsaken, but I am as good as a liar as the next guy. Or even Satan himself when
I had need or want to be. I made life way harder then it had to be.
I
had a rough spell there for a while and I know rougher times are ahead for us all if I do not get straightened out and quick.
I have made myself sick. I have chosen to hang on to a love that has die and yet lives. Lost my pride and never humbled myself
to even try and get it back. To get Her Back!
It is most likely for these reasons alone. I have not change my course or
my way of life, the self pity of an disabled middle aged fool. Who cries unfair its not right! Why me why now why. Growing
pains that I have drug on and out for nigh on 12 years now. Thank God for His long suffering............................I
pray I can hold out before we are all sold out. I need no pity I have enough of my own.
But I can no longer
afford to think like the humanly pessimist; that most of us have become. I can no longer be sheepish I will have to Git R
Done! If not I then Who? You? Or some other ? Who will do for me, but me. And who will do for you, but you. We
can help one another along and out from time to time, but even our Lord left us to figure it out for our selves for we all
must.
In this I trust. I am am the master of my own Ship I set the course and I trim the sails. If I do not learn to sail
Her I must in turn ride her to the bottom of the depths of the deep blue sea. In which we al have been set adrift. I
too have shot the albatross. I too have been made a capture in the world of Shoreless Waters and Running Streams; of unappeasable
currents. I am the Captain of my own Ship and I will sail Her till the ends of this our Earth. Or into the fiery bowels
of Hell.
Donnie/ Sinbad the Sailor Man Never Give Up! Never Surrender!
:Buzz Light Year